What do I do with this damn thing?
Every few months I remember I have it, come here and delete more deviations from my gallery and maybe upload one new thing.

It says I joined in 2004... so, I was 16. And this thing was filled with really bad writing, barring a few really good pieces. Some really bad photography, barring some amazing pieces. Followed by some outright shit photomanipulations.

Then I abandoned this site for two years, came back and uploaded some modeling shots. I then abandoned again, came back and deleted most of those.

Now I have meaningless photos of cats, a couple of modeling shots and for some reason I discovered that most amazing thing I wrote once isn't here, which was why I kept this account up all this time while I was inactive... so I knew where to find it online (finding things offline is hard).

Why am I still here? Why do I not close this thing down?

On another note, why, when looking through all the really old comments, did someone call me Adelle?

Lastly, I wonder if your absence means you're finally free or just killing yourself alone.